45 Years Ago Today

Your eyes saw me when I was formless; all my days were written in Your book and planned before a single one of them began. (HCSB) 

Psalm 139:16

My Story

Forty-five years ago today, on December 23rd, 1979, I made a decision that would radically change the course of my life. At the time, I was a young soldier and my unit was on alert during the holidays. We were confined to a one-hour radius, which made for a rather dull festive season. So, on the evening of December 22nd, my friends and I thought it would be a great idea to party until we passed out. Looking back, I realize I was living a life that neither my family nor the army would be proud of.

The irony of my situation was that just a year earlier, a Special Forces Sergeant had shared the gospel with me. He told me that God loved me and had sent His son, Jesus, to earth. Jesus lived a perfect life, died on the cross for all my sins, and three days later rose from the dead—proving He was not only the King defeating death but also the King over everything. I believed everything that Sergeant told me and thought that simply praying for Jesus to come into my life meant I was right with God.

However, as time passed, my life spiraled out of control. I felt ashamed of my lifestyle and realized I was living a lie. Despite believing I had a relationship with God, something essential was missing. The Bible calls this missing element repentance. When Jesus preached the gospel, He proclaimed, “The Kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel” (Mark 1:15). While I had the information in my head, my heart had yet to turn towards God.

On that fateful morning—December 23rd—I prayed a simple prayer: “OK God.” In that moment, I completely surrendered my life to Christ and was truly saved from my sins; the knowledge had finally moved from my head to my heart. I was ready to embrace life on God’s terms instead of my own.

I believe there are many people who have prayed a prayer of intellectual assent but have yet to make a true “about-face.” This act of repentance—a willingness to turn from our sins and live according to God’s will—is often overlooked in modern gospel presentations. Yet it is essential for genuine salvation according to Jesus, the author of salvation.

With love and sincerity, I urge you not only to believe with your head but also to turn your heart toward God. Do what Jesus said: Repent and believe in the gospel. Only then will you begin your journey of transformation from the old self to the new (2 Corinthians 5:17).

PS. This evening at our hotel I shared my 2nd Birthday Story with the lady at the front desk. At the end of our conversation, I asked her if she had ever encountered Jesus in a way that changed her life. She replied, “Not yet, but your story has helped me take one step closer to making that decision.”

So today, I encourage you: Share your story with someone. You never know how God will use your story to begin someone else’s journey with Jesus.