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Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
Joshua 1:9
Shattered Dreams
Wade and Jay had been moved to private hospital rooms and were just waiting for the final evals and release. The sterile white walls seemed to close in on Wade as he sat on the edge of his bed, flexing his new prosthetic hand. The advanced cybernetic limb responded fluidly to his neural commands, the new technological wonders now available to wounded warriors. Yet, as he gazed at the NanoFlex digits, he was lost in thought. So much had happened in such a short period of time. He was already coming up on his second year in the Corps but it felt like he had enlisted yesterday.
A sharp knock at the door interrupted his daze. “Come in,” Wade called out, straightening his posture.
Captain Hollister, company commander for Echo Company, strode into the room, his face a mask of professional detachment. “Corporal Kovacs,” he began, his tone carefully neutral, “how are you feeling?”
Wade stood, offering a crisp salute. “Much better, sir. Ready to return to duty.”
Hollister nodded, but the tightness around his eyes betrayed his discomfort. “At ease, Corporal. I’m here to discuss your future in the Corps.”
A cold dread settled in Wade’s stomach. “Sir?”
The captain sighed, his facade cracking slightly. “I’m sorry, Corporal. But with your prosthetic… you’re disqualified from Ranger training.”
The words hit Wade like a physical blow. He felt the air leave his lungs as if he’d been sucker-punched. “But sir,” he protested, his voice strained, “I can still perform all required duties. The prosthetic is state-of-the-art—”
Hollister held up a hand, silencing him. “I know, Corporal. And if you were already a Ranger, it wouldn’t be an issue. But for candidates…the regulations are clear. And besides, we need good Marines like you to boost our morale. I’ve already seen the impact you and your fellow Marines have had on not only your platoon, but the entire company. No, it’s best to settle in and contribute where you’re needed most.”
Wade’s mind raced, searching for arguments, loopholes, anything to change this devastating verdict. But the finality in Hollister’s eyes told him it was futile. His dream, the driving force behind every decision he’d made for years, was slipping away.
“I understand, sir,” Wade managed, his voice barely above a whisper.
Hollister’s expression softened slightly. “You’re one fine Marine, Kovacs. This doesn’t change that. Take some time, and we’ll discuss your options when you’re cleared for duty.”
With a final nod, the captain left, leaving Wade alone with the crushing weight of shattered aspirations.
Return to New Quantico
The following week passed in a blur of final medical checks. Wade went through the motions mechanically, his usual enthusiasm dampened by the lingering shadow of his disqualification. Even Jay’s constant attempts at humor did little to lift his spirits.
Finally, on a crisp autumn morning, Wade and Jay found themselves standing outside the hospital, duffel bags at their feet. The familiar weight of their dress uniforms felt both comforting and strange after weeks in hospital scrubs.
Jay clapped a hand on Wade’s shoulder. “Ready to rejoin the land of the living, brother?”
Wade managed a weak smile. “As ready as I’ll ever be.”
They boarded the waiting transport, the hum of the engines a stark contrast to the sterile quiet of the hospital. As they lifted off, bound for New Quantico, Wade found his gaze drawn to the prosthetic hand resting in his lap. It was a constant reminder of what he’d lost – and what he could no longer achieve.
Only five miles away, the sprawling expanse of New Quantico came into view, its training grounds and barracks a hive of activity even from the air. As they touched down, Wade felt a mixture of emotions wash over him – relief at returning to familiar surroundings, anxiety about facing his fellow Marines, and a deep-seated uncertainty about his future.
Their arrival didn’t go unnoticed. As they stepped off the transport, a blur of motion caught Wade’s eye. Before he could react, Mayumi had thrown her arms around him in a fierce hug.
“You’re back!” she exclaimed, her usual composure cracking with genuine joy. Bikram wasn’t far behind, grinning broadly as he embraced Jay.
“Careful, Kato,” Wade chuckled, wincing slightly. “Still a bit tender.”
Mayumi stepped back, her eyes widening as she noticed his prosthetic for the first time. “Oh, Wade,” she said softly, her expression a mix of sympathy and admiration.
Wade squeezed NanoFlex fingers into a fist, forcing a smile. “Latest model. The docs say I’ll be back to full duty in no time.”
Jay, ever perceptive, quickly steered the conversation to lighter topics. “So, what’d we miss? Please tell me the chow hall’s improved while we were gone.”
Bikram laughed, shaking his head. “Dream on, brother. Same old slop, I’m afraid.”
As they made their way to the barracks, swapping stories and catching up, Wade felt a small spark of his old self returning. These were his people, his family. And Kristen, his new love, was only a stone’s throw away in town.
The four burst into their new quarters, tossing duffels onto bunks with practiced ease. As they settled in, the air buzzed with excited chatter.
“Can you believe that Skravak conspiracy?” Mayumi shook her head. “I got a feeling they’ll be unraveling this for a while.”
Bikram grinned, fingering the medal on his chest. “At least we got some shiny hardware out of our last mission.”
“Speaking of hardware,” Wade mumbled, flexing his mechanical hand.
The mood shifted as they turned to the future. Mayumi’s eyes lit up. “Guess what? They’ve offered me a spot in Platoon Leaders Class. I could be an intel officer!”
Bikram’s smile faded. “That’s great, May. But I’ve seen enough. I’m out as soon as my time’s up.”
All eyes turned to Jay. He squirmed, not wanting to bring up a sore subject. “Well… I’ve given it a lot of thought. Prayed about it, you know? I think I need to stick to my original plan.”
Bikram’s eyebrows shot up. “Ranger School, then?”
Jay nodded. “Yeah, once I’m back in fighting shape and get a class date.”
Mayumi beamed at Wade. “That’s awesome! You two’ll be going together, right?”
The silence that followed was deafening. Wade held up his mechanical hand. “Not exactly. This new gear… it’s calling the shots now.” For the first time Wade detected his own disappointment in what God was doing in his life and so did the others.
Jay cleared his throat, desperate to break the tension. “Hey, who else is starving? Let’s hit the chow hall. I hear they’re serving up some prime Skravak steaks and stasis fluid!”
Laughter erupted, the heavy moment passing. Bikram snorted, “Only you could make a gut bomb sound appetizing, Jay!”
As they filed out, the banter continued, but a hint of uncertainty lingered in the air. The future, it seemed, held different paths for each of them.
Beyond the Rangers
The weeks that followed saw Wade throwing himself into his duties with renewed vigor. If he couldn’t be a Ranger, he’d be the best Marine Regular he could be. His prosthetic became an extension of himself, and soon he was outperforming many of his able-bodied comrades in physical training.
But it wasn’t all work. In the evenings, Wade found solace in his budding relationship with Kristen. Their dates became a bright spot in his otherwise regimented life, a reminder that there was more to existence than military life.
One balmy evening, they strolled hand-in-hand through a small park on the outskirts of the base. The setting sun painted the sky in hues of orange and pink, casting a warm glow over everything.
“You seem different today,” Kristen observed, her blue eyes studying Wade’s face. “More… at peace.”
Wade leaned back, his eyes distant. “You know, I think I’m finally starting to come to terms with everything.”
Kristen tilted her head, curious. “Yeah?”
“Remember the other night, in Bible study when we were diving into Ephesians?”
“Chapter two,” Kristen nodded, a small smile playing on her lips.
Wade’s face lit up. “Exactly. Verses 8 through 10… man, they hit me like a ton of bricks.”
Kristen closed her eyes for a moment, reciting, “For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, so that no one may boast. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them.”
“That’s it,” Wade said softly. He ran a hand through his hair, gathering his thoughts. “I was thinking about how lost I was before… well, before I found Jesus. Or maybe it’s more accurate to say before He found me.”
Kristen listened intently as Wade continued, his words picking up speed.
“I was such a mess, you know? And I realized I hadn’t done a single thing to deserve God’s love. But He put the right people in my path, people who told me about His mercy, His majesty as the Creator King.” Wade’s eyes shone. “His grace drew me in. And then… then He gave me purpose. Something way bigger than the selfish stuff I was chasing before.”
He paused, his voice growing softer. “And to think, this was His design all along. Even before I was born, He knew me. He was thinking about me. He had this plan, and it was good.”
Wade straightened up, a new resolve in his posture. “So I figured, why not trust Him? Be thankful that He’s got me right where He wants me, you know? I want to serve Him, wherever He puts me.” He shrugged, a wry smile on his face. “My path might not look like what I imagined, but… that’s okay. More than okay, actually.”
Kristen squeezed his hand – his prosthetic one – without hesitation. “You’re an extraordinary man, Wade Kovacs. Ranger or not, you’re going to do great things. I can feel it.”
Her unwavering faith in him warmed Wade’s heart. He pulled her close, savoring the moment of connection. Whatever the future held, he was grateful to have Kristen by his side.
Meeting the Admiral
As Wade and Kristen strolled hand in hand through the park one evening, she turned to him with a mix of excitement and nervousness in her eyes. “Wade, I think it’s time you met my parents,” she said softly. “My father, Admiral Kitzler, is home from deployment, and he and my mother want to have you over for dinner.”
Wade felt a flutter of anxiety in his stomach. Meeting Kristen’s parents was a big step, especially given the Admiral’s high rank. “Of course,” he replied, trying to sound more confident than he felt. “I’d be honored.”
A few days later, Wade found himself standing outside the Kitzlers’ quarters, tugging nervously at his dress uniform. Kristen squeezed his hand reassuringly before leading him inside. The Admiral and his wife, Sarah, greeted him warmly. Despite the older couple’s casual demeanor, which seemed almost too relaxed, Wade couldn’t shake the feeling of being under intense scrutiny.
Sarah Kitzler served dinner, which was a simple yet delightful meal, centered around the warmth of love. She used everyday plates and utensils, which put Wade at ease. The conversation flowed effortlessly, filled with laughter and lighthearted stories, creating a cozy and inviting atmosphere. Wade quickly sensed that there was no rank here; the Admiral and his wife welcomed him as family. He found himself enjoying the meal without the burden of perfect manners, allowing himself to fully embrace this ordinary yet extraordinary moment. All of this was a pleasant and welcomed surprise. As he watched Kristin interact with her mother, he couldn’t help but see the clear resemblance of her beauty and charm. Her mother embodied the refined grace of a military wife—confident and poised, yet refreshingly free from the typical hauteur associated with wives of high-ranking officers.
As the meal came to an end, Wade’s earlier comfort shifted into a mix of nervousness and determination. He loved Kristen deeply and knew he wanted to spend his life with her. Taking a deep breath, he expressed his gratitude to Sarah for the wonderful meal before turning to the Admiral. “Sir, may I speak with you privately?”
The Admiral nodded, leading Wade to the only available private space – the master bedroom. Wade shifted uncomfortably, acutely aware of the intimate setting. Gathering his courage, he began, “Admiral, I want you to know that I’m very attracted to your daughter.”
To Wade’s surprise, the Admiral’s expression hardened. He reached for a well-worn Bible on the nightstand and opened it to the book of Job. In a firm voice, he read, “I have made a covenant with my eyes; how then could I gaze at a virgin?”
Realizing the misunderstanding, Wade’s eyes widened in panic. “No, no! It’s not like that at all, sir!” he stammered. “I’m not confessing lust. I’m asking for your blessing to marry Kristen!”
The tension in the room dissipated instantly. The Admiral’s stern expression melted into a warm smile. “Oh, I was just pulling your leg, son,” he chuckled. “Kristen has been telling us about you for months. Of course you have our blessing. Sarah and I would be delighted to welcome you into the family. We were wondering what took you so long!”
Overwhelmed with relief and joy, Wade thanked the Admiral profusely. They rejoined the others, and Wade couldn’t contain his smile as he looked at Kristen. Later that evening, as they walked together under the stars, Wade recounted the awkward misunderstanding to Kristen, who alternated between laughter and happy tears.
“I can’t believe you managed to turn a marriage proposal into a near-disaster,” she teased, her eyes shining with love.
Wade grinned sheepishly. “Well, I guess it’s a story we’ll be telling our grandkids someday.” He pulled her close, marveling at how his life had changed. From a lost young man to a Marine with purpose, and now, a soon-to-be husband. As they walked, Wade silently thanked God for the path that had led him to this moment of incredible joy.
The Waiver Revelation
The mess hall buzzed with the usual cacophony of voices and clattering trays. Wade navigated the crowded space, his tray balanced carefully in his prosthetic hand. He was so focused on not spilling his coffee that he nearly collided with a broad-chested officer in Ranger fatigues.
“Watch where you’re going, Marine!” a familiar gravelly voice barked.
Wade’s head snapped up, recognition dawning. “Lieutenant Venn?” he blurted, then quickly corrected himself. “I mean, Captain, sir. My apologies.”
Captain Darris Venn’s cybernetic eye whirred as it focused on Wade’s face. “Well, I’ll be,” he growled, a hint of a smile tugging at his craggy features. “Corporal Kovacs. The hotshot from Mars who was so eager to be a Ranger and then went out and made himself a hero before he even got through the gauntlet.”
“Yes sir!” Wade replied, snapping to attention as best he could while holding his tray. “…I mean no sir, I’m not a hero. Just a Marine.”
Venn waved him off. “At ease, Corporal. You’re much more than ‘just a Marine.’ Join me for chow. That’s an order.”
They found a relatively quiet corner of the mess hall, and Venn fixed Wade with an appraising stare. “I’ve heard about your exploits, Kovacs. That business with the Skravak ship… impressive work.”
“Thank you, sir,” Wade said, a hint of pride creeping into his voice. “Just doing my duty.”
Venn nodded, taking a swig of his coffee. “So, when are you shipping out to Ranger School? A Marine with your record, I’d expect you to be halfway through the course by now.”
Wade’s expression fell, his gaze dropping to his prosthetic hand. “I… I can’t, sir. The prosthetic disqualifies me as a candidate.”
Venn’s cybernetic eye whirred again, focusing on Wade’s hand. For a long moment, he said nothing, simply studying the young Marine before him. When he spoke, his voice was uncharacteristically gentle.
“You know, Kovacs, I’m surprised at you. The eager young recruit I met on Mars wouldn’t have given up so easily.”
Wade’s head snapped up, confusion evident on his face. “Sir?”
Venn leaned forward, his voice low and intense. “Listen up, Marine, you’re still a little dense. The Corps has a waiver for almost everything. Including Ranger candidates with prosthetics.”
Hope flared in Wade’s chest, so bright it was almost painful. “But… my C.O. said—”
“Your C.O. isn’t a Ranger…is he?” Venn cut him off. “He doesn’t know every loophole and exception. But I do.” He fixed Wade with a steely gaze. “The question is, Corporal, do you still want it? Are you willing to fight for it?”
Wade’s mind raced, possibilities he’d thought forever closed suddenly reopening before him. He met Venn’s gaze, his voice firm and resolute. “Absolutely, sir!”
A rare smile crossed Venn’s face. “Good. Because I’d hate for good material to go to waste, Kovacs. I’m here on a special assignment, digging deeper into those mining operations tied to the government scandal. I’m headed out tomorrow but I’ll put in a good word for you. The Ranger net is pretty tight, it’ll get to regimental headquarters before you can blink.
Wade’s heart pounded in his chest. This was it – a second chance, the opportunity to pursue the dream. “I’m in, sir,” he said without hesitation. “Whatever it takes.”
Venn leaned back and slapped the table, “Perfect, Corporal, remember, you got to do your part. Get in shape, put in the proper paperwork through channels, and don’t quit on me. Is that clear?
Roger that, sir! Crystal clear! Wade said with a renewed confidence.
Old Friends and New Rangers
“Wade? Is that you?”
The familiar voice cut through the mess hall chatter, causing Wade to turn. His eyes widened in surprise as he saw Briggs and Alex approaching, both sporting the distinctive Ranger tab on the left shoulders of their fatigues.
“Oh sorry, Sir,” Briggs addressed Captain Venn, snapping to attention. “We apologize for the interruption, but we couldn’t help noticing our old bootmate.”
Venn looked at Wade with a smirk, pumping his thumb over his shoulder, “You know these two knuckleheads?”
Wade sarcastically replied with a grin, “I’ve never seen these two losers before in my life!”
All four laughed at the obvious joke.
“Very well,” Venn nodded, a hint of amusement in his gruff voice. “I’ll leave you to catch up. Standing to his feet, the Captain looked at his two newly assigned Rangers. “You know what time you need to be in formation, don’t be late.” Then turning to Wade, he added, “Kovacs, remember what we discussed.” With that, Venn strode away, leaving the reunited friends.
As soon as Venn was out of earshot, Briggs let out a low whistle. “Man, Wade, your ugly mug has been plastered all over the news feeds! Taking down that Skravak ship, exposing the conspiracy… you’ve been busy, bro.”
Wade felt a flush of embarrassment. “Just doing my job. But look at you two! Already tabbed! That’s incredible! Has it been six months?”
Alex’s normally jovial face turned serious. “It was no joke, hermano. Ranger School…everyday I said to myself, ‘I’ll quit tomorrow! But tomorrow never came.”
Briggs nodded solemnly. “Remember how brutal D I S was? Ranger School made that look like a vacation. No sleep and no chow. The weather and terrain could make a grown man cry. And you thought the DIs were bad. The RIs were sadistic as all get out! “
“Not to mention the constant mental challenges,” Alex added. “The Science and Exploration Phase caused me permanent brain damage! And to wrap it all up with the Flight Phase, Drop Pods are child’s play. One little mistake you could be recycled in that phase or be sent back to Day 1… or die.”
Wade listened intently, a mix of admiration and longing in his eyes. “I can only imagine. How long did it take you guys to complete?”
Briggs chuckled darkly. “Six months. That’s 180 days of pure misery. We started with 200 candidates. Only 77 of us made it through.”
“The swamp phase was the worst,” Alex grimaced. “Wading through waist-deep water, carrying heavy rucks, always being harassed by the OPFOR. I still have nightmares about the leeches and snakes.”
Wade winced sympathetically. “Sounds brutal. But you made it through and without being recycled. I’m stoked for you guys!”
Briggs clapped Wade on the shoulder. “Thanks, brother. But enough about us. What were you talking to the Captain about? Anything to do with those mining operations?”
Wade nodded, his expression turning serious. “We didn’t talk much about that. Just that you guys were deploying tomorrow. He asked when I was going to Ranger School. I told him my new C.O. told me I was disqualified because of my prosthetic.” Holding his hand in the air and the two friends noticing for the first time.
“Dude!” Briggs blurted out looking at Wade’s missing hand with astonishment. “We had no idea! Did you lose it on the last recon op?”
“Yeah, but your Captain just told me I could apply for a waiver and that he’d put in a good word for me at Regiment.”
Alex nodded in approval, “I like the Old Man. He’s already shown us we are in good hands under his command. I wouldn’t want to be in any other company. Charlie Two Seven Five! When you graduate, and you will, ask to join the real men.
Wade looked at him with a smirk, “Remember my buddy Jay? Yeah, he shipped out to Ranger School yesterday and is headed to One Seven Five. I heard that “First Bat” had the real men.”
They all laughed but their joviality was cut short by an ear piercing wale of air raid sirens. Captain Venn stood to his feet in the middle of the mess hall and shouted, “Marines and Sailors report to your units! Rangers outside, on me! This is not a drill!
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